Not really raging but yeah...
Basically got my transcript to pick senior classes today, (yay?). Shit was so stressful because I had to decide classes I 1) could actually get into 2) Be able to maintain a good GPA in that class 3) Can't be an extreme easy class because then colleges will think I fuck around to much. As I got the transcript, I saw previous grades for sophmore and Freshmen year. Oh lord, them shits were disgusting. I fucked around SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much during those 2 years that I basically dugged a hole for myself. I doubt i'll get into any colleges with the grades I had. This year i'm doing "ok" but not great. I don't even know if I push myself to get 90s for the rest of the year that it will even matter.
Ontop of that, got 20 different things rushing through my head. What colleges to pick, will I get into said colleges, What major, do I really know a major i'll pick 100% that I will stay with without switching and wasting my moms money?
>___> fuck junior year.